100%tainted

the time has come, where i say good bye to all my friends this is the time. Shed no tears and please don't hurt, this pain i feel i can't stand to put up with. please don't fear, are times were dear, and ill miss you all, ill cry and fall. so remember me as being happy and full of great life, remember me as strong and not weak inside. i tried to beat it and put up with emptiness but i no longer can live this way. so when im gone remember what was good and remember you were one who really understode.

My whole life i have been scared of the dark. i mean there's lots of people that are scared of the dark. but not the same way i am my dreams are so real to me. there was this one dream where i was so scared i tried to open my eyes and it felt like they were glued shut. there's times i feel my heart might stop. and there are times that even my imagination is in aw by what i see and feel. if you were to hear some of there dreams you would shit Yourself. . im ok when someones sleeping with me tho.

just to fill most of you people in im a very fucken happy person. and i love life iv just been learning that if you go threw life always caring about what people think of you and what people are saying about you life will always be a trap and your.ll feel very small inside and worthless cause no matter how good you treat people or how bad gossip will always be there so what you need to do about it is say fuck it fuck them im going to live my life the way i want to and like i said its your life remember

hey all. just wanna say that i have two awesome best friends first of all amber is someone you can really talk to she's kind honest and on top of that she's sexy. alex is great to iv always had guy friends but all of them became interested in me and then changed when i turned them down. alex is the only guy friend iv had that hasn't wanted me. hes a really great guy and not affaid to tell you what he thinks of you he also treats amber like a queen. very great song writer and great voice to go along with it

''''''''''' one more innocent victim will die tonight where will you go where will you hide dont run from me but from the enemy inside this is love poisend and tainted twisted and abused by my sycodic mind confused so lock me up hit me kick me and whip me tie me in chains i love feeling pain but when i get out of the place that you put me ill love you again ill show you i can its one more new plan tainted

tainted mind racing feet pacing eyes bleeding of the thought of you face flushed heart crushed soul taring at the site of you body achs skin peeling flaks my mouth curses it takes the only security thats left in you hollow emptiness no emotion no fear no reason to live just bringing pain inflicting tears stained by the blood of the innocence the people iv loved now destroyed you played with me and used me now i hate you and despise you. you assume im insane i assume your right